hi there...
i go by v or heather depending on the day...
some know me as DECIM8R on quake 3, some know me as h0lyt0tem on doomworld
many know me as Tha AWPfather on steam... you may even know me as TWISTED GENIUS 5000
i am from california... i am 17. i go by he and she. i am bisexual and maybe bigender (but i think i just dont care so much)
i am very into the following things:


MUSIC NINE INCH NAILS IKD-SJ KMFDM DEFTONES HITBOX
KORN SLIPKNOT LINKIN PARK MASSIVE ATTACK DEPECHE MODE
SYSTEM OF A DOWN SKINNY PUPPY DEATH GRIPS SLOWDIVE THE CURE
ACUMEN NATION CHEMLAB EINSTÜRZENDE NEUBAUTEN NITZER EBB GODFLESH


GAMES CRUELTY SQUAD HALO SILENT HILL COUNTER-STRIKE MAX PAYNE
METAL GEAR SOLID POSTAL RESIDENT EVIL HALF-LIFE S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
DOOM BLOOD DUKE NUKEM PAYDAY 2 KILLING FLOOR


MOVIES INGLOURIOUS BASTERDS THE THING OLDBOY THE GOOD, THE BAD, AND THE UGLY HEAT
PULP FICTION JOHN WICK ESCAPE FROM NEW YORK EVIL DEAD 2 THE MATRIX
TEEN APOCALYPSE TRILOGY HACKERS INFERNAL AFFAIRS BLUE VELVET IN THE MOOD FOR LOVE
CRASH (1996) MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE TETSUO: THE IRON MAN SE7EN THE PRESTIGE


TV SHOWS TWIN PEAKS AQUA TEEN HUNGER FORCE NEON GENESIS EVANGELION BREAKING BAD SMILING FRIENDS




can this world
really be as
sad as it seems?







my favorite song is constantly tied, but right now it's probably never let me down again by depeche mode OR human disease (S.K.U.M.M) by skinny puppy ^_^
favorite movie is Also tied between in the mood for love and the matrix and the thing and like a million others i love movies
my favorite game is either metal gear solid 2, silent hill 2 remake or the ultimate doom :)
i talk about music a lot and i make some too... fav genre is probably industrial and i generally lean more towards heavy stuff but i love it all (save neofolk/pop-punk) so rec me anything !!
there's more that you will likely learn about if you get to know me... but these are the essentials.
i'm chill with most people unless you're outwardly bigoted but i don't fuck with any of this:


kanye west, pewdiepie, mindless self indulgence
mrbeast, elon musk, generative AI
nsbm (includes burzum/mayhem), proshipping, zionism




click the buttons to go to my various other homes on the internet...






find me on soulseek: h0lyt0tem


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